At work on this wet dreary morning...taking a break typing on my iPhone. My Botox starting wearing off 2 weeks ago so I'm feeling the pain again which feels like its in my bones. Working 7 days in a row; granted its less hours, I'm still sore (Not bitching because Im thankful for my job and for my supervisors who accommodate me).
To fill the gaps between now and a few months ago, the husband finally got a great job in MO and is living with his dad at the moment. He has been traveling back and forth pretty much since December and I feel like I spend more time away from him than I do with him. Fast forward: After feeling pretty blue for a few days, I had to tell him how frustrated I was with the constant uncertainty and how being away from him is affecting me. Surprisingly, he told me to quit my job and move down since he will be making enough money to cover all our bills. He didn't want to push the issue about me coming down there as he knows I will have a hard time leaving our new home (which we built together) and my family. Granted, this is life in 2012 and I know I have to roll with the punches... I'm just emotional about it. I have 1 month left to pack up our house, finish my job, and spend time w the ppl I love. I've never been away from home longer than 5 months, and I was so happy when I came home. Additionally, his job involves a lot of traveling... But thanks to technology, we will be video chatting a lot which helps. You're probably thinking "Why move if he's going to be gone a lot?" ... I asked myself the same question. But it goes back to the road not taken...and I know it will help me grow whether it turns out good or not so good.
More later.
